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Inui-san is really scary-looking, neh? I was just surfing around the net when I came across this picture. I like Prince of Tennis, a lot, because it's really funny, and I can at least understand what is going on, unlike Hikaru no Go, I don't get it, all the Go stuff. I have keep trying to learn it for ages, but no one can teach me!! You know, I really wonder why Inui's glasses always seem to reflect light, even if he's not in a place with lights... so unrealistic... My favourite characters are Fuji, Momoshiro, and Ryoma... of course, there's Kawamura Takashi for the laughter injection. I mean, he has a 180 degree personality change with a tennis racket in his hand, weird! I absolutely loved episode 22, it was downright hilarious! Kaidoh, getting hit three times by his own teammates because of the same robber, and the same reason. Lol, and the way he blushed was soooo funny! Haizz, my mom scolding me now...because I have been using the computer ever since 8pm...and it's 11pm now... it was only three hours what!!! Haizzz....

Not! I mean, it's really lame lor, today's celebration. The Aces Day workout thingie, we did folkdance. LMAO!!! The class party was even worse. All I did was sit around and read Getbackers 14 and 15. I didn't eat a single bite and I had to clean up the place which was messed up by the others! No fair!! But the torment was over at 11:30. I headed to the MRT station to wait for my friends, Denise and Audrey. Bel would come at around 2pm, because her school ended only at 12:45 and she had to do some stuff and things like that. Reaching De La Salle at about 12:30, I found out that we could only enter at 1pm, because the President was there. So what? If he was there, why can't we enter? What's wrong with entering? Anyway, we hung around the gates chatting with people that we know. At last! The golden gates to heaven opened! No way! It was just the green old dumb school gates... We, that is me, Denise and Audrey, met a lot of old friends, as well as old enemies, lol. Hmm... Charmaine changed, big time! I remembered her to be a rather slim person, but she is so much thicker around the waist now! Bel's hair is sooo damm short! Hahaha... I'm currently listening to Spirited Away's theme song, Always with Me. It's so calming, but the lyrics are very fast. Every time I try to sing to it, I get my tongue rolled up... lol... The movie's awesome too!! Now I can't wait for Howl's Moving Castle. The same studio is going to make it! It's supposed to be good; I love the book itself. It's very funny, Diana Wayne Jones is one of my favourite author. Well, I'm going off to read my Getbackers now... there's so many parts with foreshadowing in it that I have to read it at least twice to be able to piece everything together. It's recommended to people who wants to think a lot, lol! I like it because it is filled with action, adventure, humor and it's thought-provoking!

Grr!!! Noah is totally despicable, I tell you!!! How could he use such an underhand method to defeat Seto!!! I mean, we all know that the only person Seto truly cares for is Mokuba!! And for Noah to use him, that's so not genuis-like! Okay, that was totally out of the point. Anyway, today's episode of Yu-Gi-Oh has left me brimming with disapponitment. I though that Noah was going to be more creative and who will care for the creation of heaven and earth? Seto definitely wouldn't! He's just interested in Duel Monsters; he would give a second thought to whatever Noah wants, unless there will not be a KaibaLand in the new world, I guess. Even though I'm not Seto fan, I feel that Noah is low-down in his attempt to win! Why can't they duel fairly? If they had duel fairly, the victor would be Seto, hands down. He has both the experience and the interest. Noah seems only to be dueling just because he wants to win. Hell, I like Yami no Bakura and Malik Ishtar more, but I just feel indignant. Haizz, hopefully on next week's Yu-Gi-Oh, Seto will be able to wake Mokuba, and un-brainwash him. I simply can't wait!

Now why should I say that? Because it was totally horrible!! Chim Ming couldn't come because she had to a wedding to attend. And Aishah almost couldn't make it too, being grounded by her mother. But in the end, she managed to convince her mother to let her go. So anyway, we started to sell those ugly, bulky pens at around 5 pm at Clementi. After many futile attempts, I was totally disappointed with the cruelty of my fellow citizens who were absolutely boorlish!They had no manners at all, even if they were unwilling to part with their money to help a child, they should at least be more polite! I am disgusted by the way they were acting, and most of the impolite people were Chinese! My own race! Feh, the angmohs were more charitable with their money! At around 6, we headed towards Orchard, hoping for more results. And truly, the rewards heaped were better. ^^. But still, many people were still rude, haizz. Amirah cried though, because we didn't go back at 7:30, and she was getting frustrated and tired. I was the oldest there, counting the months. Having no choice, I promised her that we would go back at 7:45. Haizz, finally, i reacher home at 9:15! It's great to be back home coz I was really starving! I missed my dinner!

My school totally sucks! I hate Mr Kong!!! Why do we have to be puished just because we walked too slowly. Who the fuck gives a damm? Even if we had to be punished, why the hell did we have to run 7 rounds around the bloody school perimeter?! And Mandy, I had to drag her along, haizzz. Poor chim Ming, she ran in the morning during her TAF training, swam during the lessons, and now she has to run, and in the afternoon, she has to go trekking for TAF too! I really pity her. And the stupid relief teacher who took over the Chinese Common Test! She wouldn't give us the extra time, saying that it was our fault; we misbehaved! I am truly peeved! She was lucky that I was able to finish that damm paper in time, or else I would have hexed her as soon as I got home! My school totally sucks! People who are reading this, I warn you now: Do Not Get Enrolled into Kranji Secondary School! I swear that you will regret it! In fact I did as soon as I found out the results! I wanted to transfer but my mother won't allow me! So people, heed my warning!!!

I'm so tired, so weary of this life, of everything. The world, its people. I just want to be free. Yes, I want to go to the Free Country, a world without adults, a world where children can be free to do what they want, what they like. It's a world especially for children. No pain, no hatred, no anger, no threats. Nothing, just freedom. You may think that we are free now, but think again. No! We are bound, by ties of loyalty, work, friendship, kinship. That is no freedom! This world now bores me. Maybe, if I die, I'll be able to get to there. What more should I want? The Free Country will porvide for its children. Whatever they want, she will conjure up. This world has lost its magic; the people have turned to rely on science and technology. They have forgotten the ancient magic that binds us to this world. I'm sick and tired of everything. I nned a rest. Feelings are like a gust of wind to me. It comes and goes, and leaves no traces. I have just noticed, that I have never really felt happy before. Honest. I can't remember anything happening to me that makes me truly glad. I think I'll be dead by now if I come face to face with dementors; I won't be able to do the Patronous charm thing. It's like everyday, something has to make me angry or sad. I have such limited feelings. Yeah, I laugh, but I'm not happy. I'm just amused; by the antics of people, sunken deep in the rabbit's fur. I'm laughing. At them. Their foolishness, their so dull life. Pity. I feel so dark and depressed. So gloom filled. I'm cold inside, there's like a cold rain pouring in my heart. I can't feel much now. I'm numbed. Empty. Dead. Seriously, I doubt that I have ever been alive. Yeah, life doesn't really suit me. huh, I can't hardly feel my pulse, but it's still there. I'm still living. What a newsflash. Hahahahaha...how ridiculously funny. Hahahahahahahahahaha

for my computer... Hell, I'm seriously pissed off, to put it mildly. It crtashed again!! Can you believe it??!! Grr! You know, it's iriitating the way my luck has been going. First I lose my watch, then my water bottle. And now, the computer has to go off and BLOW UP!! Now I can't post any more stories, not with my limited time on the computer... haizzz Anyway, I've better start preparing for Aishah's birhtday. Atiqah and Amirah said that she wanted either a samurai girl book, or a date with her crush.. uh-uh, I am not going to be match maker for anybody. v_v... no way! Hell, I don't even know how to get a date with a guy, let alone how to help my friend got one! The way I'll probably do it will be : getting up to him, hold a chopper right up to his throat and threaten "If you don't go on a date with my friend Aishah, you'll be a head shorter..." Lol... what would he think? That's we're all psychos?? Probably, and cart us off to the loony bin. Anyway, there's still time. Maybe we'll just buy her the book. Oh well. Now back to my computer! Seriosuly, I''m grousing a lot on my blog, don't I? When will my brother fix it???? I just found out a cool japanese band recently: Dir en Grey. Yeah, I know it's been on since like a long time ago, but I just saw it not long. They're a bit punkish and kind of goth like, but still pretty cool.

I think my title is a lyric from some Dido song, right? But anyway, today is the best day of my life! Who can ask for better friends than Amirah, Mandy, Chin Ming, Atiqah and Aishah? No one! Although my birthday has already gone by, or if you prefer, haven't come, they had given me so many surprises today! They came here to celebrate my birthday today! And they ordered pizza! But the best time were the presents. Atiqah got me a rainbow colored star keychain from Gifts D'Lite, while all five of them chipped in to buy me a Marik Structure Deck! Oh, I just loved them all!!! Aishiteru, my friends!!! Not in a gay way though, get your mind out of the gutter, Eva! Aishah's birthday is on August 7th, we should start preparing too... hmm, I wonder what she would like, maybe a CD? Or some romance books? I know Chin Ming wants a Yuna model, I think we can all contribute some money to buy it. Amirah, Mandy and Atiqah, I think they'll like sweets and chocolate. Mandy especially wants chocolates from the Cocoa Tree... I'm soooo full, due to the pizza! Awww, I have to do my homework now... WAIT!!!! I still haven't told my mom about my English Common Test grades!!! MOM!!!!

Alright!!! 1A roxs!! We won the IFD, and the prize is $300!! Cheque!!! OMG!! It was a really fun night, with the whole school dancing... Mr Cheng's traditional costume is totally funny! Hilarious, I must say. I burst out laughing when I saw him. Haizzz, that was kind of mean of me... afterall, Mrs Clark said that we should have compassion... so I won't make such snide comments, but I'll think it in my mind quietly... Haizzz...I have to sleep now..now Evalyn can use the computer. Not fair..but never mind.